Waiting for my life to start I realize...it's just about over.

Um Blogger..where did the list of blogs I follow go?

Within the last half hour I have tried to type something witty, something poignant, something interesting but it all comes out sounding dumb. I have writers block. I've also had a real shitty day. I have so much on my mind and so much I want to say but I just don't know how to say it. I could say, "Stop blowing milk bubbles", but that just falls on deaf ears. I could say, "Stop treating me like that", but that just falls on deaf ears. I could say, "I need you to tell me", but that just falls on deaf ears. See where I'm going with this? Till Later..

Fifty

I turned 50 yesterday. Im not liking it much. I know its just a number but these numbers just keep getting higher and higher. What once was my list of goals has now become my bucket list. I guess i was too busy living life that life just kinda slipped by. Where did the time go? Sometimes i wish i had that special someone. Someone that thinks im the cats pajamas. Someone who cant wait to see me and is excited to know me. Someone who thinks about me and cant live without me. But who am i kidding?! My life is not boring thats for sure. With four grandkids growing like weeds how can it not be? Fifty is just a number. Lonely is just a word. I'll be better tomorrow. till Later...

Blog a Little Blog For Me Rosemarie...

I think its time to start blogging again.

Todays Post is Brought to You by the Letter A..

Abracadabra.

Not to be confused with Supercalifrajalisticexpialodocious.

Abracadabra as in magic.

I wish I could wave my arms all around in the air and say abracadabra and all things would be perfect.


Instead...im just waving may arms all around in the air looking kinda silly.
Nothing is perfect.

Till Later...

What a difference a week makes!

Happy 4th Birthday Dannity!

I miss you.

I'm Just Saying...

I hung up the phone tonight
Somethng happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush,what a rush

Cuz the possibility
That you could ever feel the same way about me
Its just too much, just too much

Why do i keep running from the truth?
All i ever think about is you
You got me hyptnotized, so mesmerized
And i just got to know

Do you ever think when youre all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am i crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when i look at you?
Are you holding back like the way you do?
Cuz im trying trying to walk away
But i know this crush aint goin' away
Goin' away

Why do i keep runnin from the truth?
All i ever think about is you
You got me hyptnotized so mesmerized
And ive just got to know...



Gotta love David Archuleta and his song Crush!

Till Later..:o)

Hey...

Wow. I haven't been on here in a long time! The grandkids have grown up some and I'm still working my same 9 to 5 job. I really work 7:30 to 4:00 but you all get the point. Do I still have any followers? If I do you're probably like "who the heck is that!". I'm still a devoted Cardinals baseball fan. Don't get to see them as much as I like cept the occasional tickets I win at work or when my Cali friend comes to visit. Speaking of my Cali friend, its his birthday today and he's in Vegas. Happy Birthday Jeffrey! Prince William got married the other day. That was fun. My 13 year old grandgirlie is in love with the "spare" Harry. He's a cute kid. Kinda on the wild side it seems. We need to wear more hats here in the U.S. I think I'm gonna have a party and all the ladies must wear hats! Sounds like fun. Those facinators are kinda nifty. In other news He Who Must Not Be Named got it from the Red White and Blue. That's all I'm gonna say. I'm sitting on my porch about Midnight typing this from my phone. Not too shabby huh? Sorry if there are any typos. Wishing I had a piece of chocolate mousse cake right now. Not something I should be eating though. Found out recently that I have diabetes. Kinda pissed off at Diabetes here lately. I'm not a really big chocolate fan but I sure do want a big ol honking piece of chocolate mousse. Reconnected on facebook with and old guy friend of mine from high school. Can't help thinkin "what if". Eh. Que sera sera. I probably didn't spell that right. Darn mosquitos are bitting me. Life is still hard without my sister but we are managing. By little baby grandgirlie is 3 now and is such a delightful curious handfull! Well I guess I'll end this and go inside. I thinlk there's some peppermint patties in the fridge. Not Charlie Browns friend, the candy kind. CHOCOLATE candy!
Hope everyone is doing fine.

Till Later....:o)

Hello..

Just popping in to say hello.

I'm still here.

Hope everyone is doing fine.

Till later...Ü

Omgosh!
It has been like For-Eh-Ver since i've been on here!

A lot has happened this past year.

I just want to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Till later...Ü

Back To School

Yeah Man!

Who Knows.

Ive never really thought much about conspiracy theories.

Elvis is still alive. Possible. The life insurance policy has never been collected upon according to some Elvis program i watched once. Why was it never collected upon even when Graceland was in such debt?

JFK. Was Oswald really smart enough to do that alone? And what about Ruby? But ya gotta be pretty stupid to shoot a president. Especially one that everyone loved so much.

The Moon Landing. Today is the 40th anniversary of the moon landing. I was 6 years old at the time and i vaguely remember that happening. I remember my first day of kindergarten more clearer. But the moon landing was a really proud day for us wasnt it? But did it happen? I always thought it did. But why havent we gone back? Why..after 40 years are there not rocketship rides and vacation homes on the moon like they promised us? I mean...i have my Tang and dehidrated neopolitan ice cream ready to go an everything! And on that subject...wheres my flying car? Its 2009 for goodness sakes!

And that whole Cryogen thing. I thought Micheal Jackson was suppose to freeze himself right along there with Walt Disney. What happened to that?

We never get anything we're promised!

I believe Apollo 11 landed on the moon. Its part of history. It did happen.

Didnt it?

Till Later...: )

Hah Ree Pottah..

I took my oldest Granddaughter to see the new Harry Potter movie last night.
I bought my tickets online and it was a good thing because by the time we got to the theater the movie was sold out.
If you are a Harry Potter fan you may want to stop reading. If you arent a Harry Potter fan you probably wont even care. But i gotta say..the movie was just ok for me.

This is the 6th Harry Potter movie from the 6th Harry Potter book and i have to say they really veered from the book. I have always bragged about how these movies really stick to the book but this one just left out a lot of crucial characters and story lines and added a bunch of stuff and moved things around choronologically.

They burned down the Weasley's house! What the heck was that all about? That wasnt even in the book. It seemed to me that they focused a lot on the adolescent romance than anything else. All kinds of "snogging" going on.

My 11 year old granddaughter has all of a sudden become boy crazy.
Every time Rupert Grint came on the screen she would say "oh my God he is so hot".

Oh My God my granddaughter is attracted to red haired English men!

It must be the accent. Gets us American girls everytime!

Till Later...; )

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I'm sad.
I'm never going to get out of this mood.
I dont even think its a mood.
I dont know what it is.
I keep trying to get out of this funk.
I have no one that i can really open up and talk to about this.
I have lots of friends but why would i burden them.
Nothing makes me truely smile anymore.
I take that back. This old lady comedian on America's Got Talent made me smile.
She made me actually laugh from deep down in my gut.
She was funny.
But that show only comes on twice a week.
Someone asked me once if my name was Apron Boobs Face or Dave.
That made me laugh an old familiar laugh.
I took my kids to an outdoor musical last night.
We saw "Meet Me In St Louis".
There was real shooting up to the sky fireworks at the end.
That made me smile.
My kids make me smile a lot.
But thats different.
They dont know how sad i really am.
I dont want them to know.

I am so sad.
I miss my sister.

4th of July

Its raining like crazy outside so taking the kids downtown to the 4th of July parade is out of the question.

They're still sleeping anyway.

I like it when its quiet.

I also like it when it rains on the 4th of July.

Not all day of course.

Just enough to wet the ground just in case a bit of fireworks get out of hand.

Brandi over at Excess Baggage is an awesome writer and has an awesome 4th of July entry!

Check it out.

Everyone Have a Safe and Happy 4th of July!

Till Later :o)

My Tanky...The Ar Teest.

My daughter has this fancy schmancy cell phone that is all touch.

She has this one feature on it that allows you to draw pictures.

You can even draw on photos that you have taken with the phone.

My grandson loves this feature.

He likes to take the camera and draw cute little pictures.

He drew Spongebob.

He drew bowling pins and a bowling ball on a bowling lane...

He even drew a picture of his mom...

But the picture that cracked me up the most was the one he drew on his baby sister's photo...

WHAT THE ???

He's such a little stinker!

Till Later... :o)